Thursday, January 30, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1) ... Grrr rating (1) :)

I found this little gem on Ariels Page It made me smile :)

As I've Grown:

I've learned that you cannot make
someone love you. All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people are just as*holes.

I've learned that it takes years
to build up trust, and it only takes
suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by
on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better have a big w*lly
or huge bo*bs.

I've learned that you shouldn't
compare yourself to others -- they are
more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting
long after you think you're finished.

I've learned that we are responsible
for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that regardless of
how hot and steamy a relationship is at
first, the passion fades, and there had better
be a lot of money to take its place.

I've learned that 99% of the time when something
isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it

I've learned that the people you care most
about in life are taken from you too soon
and all the less important ones just never go away.

I've learned to say "F--- 'em if they can't take a joke".

Wednesday, January 29, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1) Gggggrrrr rating (off the scale) :(

Conexant HSF V92 56K PCI plucks you from my PC and jumps up and down on you till your in a million bits!!!!!
But why don't I feel any better for it, and why has no one got a solution from my problem? Microsoft blame the modem people and guess yes the modem people blame Microsoft and in the mean time I have to spend anything up to an hour just trying to get the damn thing to work! No wonder when I do finally get online I have lost the very will to live, let alone post a witty and informative ditty to my page..GGGGGGGRRRRRR

Other than that things are OK. A few family issues over the weekend but I'm hoping they are sorting themselves out as I speak :)
Got a few e.mails to do :(.. sorry people just been brain dead and not in the mood. I must remember not to log into messenger, then I wouldn't get distracted and start talking...then OH MY GOD its 2am...oh bugger!!! and I not done a thing.
I'm off to browse through the blogs then going to curl up in bed with my lovely hubby and watch sky together till he starts snoring and I can't hear my self think let alone hear the telly :) nite nite sleeps well chucks!

Monday, January 27, 2003


I'm sure that on the day of our judgement our achievements in life will not be marked up for such things as, our job status, the money and belongings we have accumulated, the nice new shiny car sitting in the drive, or the great shot I just played at the 5th hole :( But more for the the smiles we have put on faces, the times we held out a hand to a friend in need, the times we have said 'I love you' and meant it with every ounce of our being, the empathy and kindness we have shown to strangers who's need was greater than our own. Most of all the Love we have given and received without expecting anything in return. The love could be for people, this beautiful planet we live on, the creatures that share it with us. Emotions feelings are the only true things we have to give and receive in this world, the rest is just material rubbish that can not be taken with us. So surely it must be best to invest your time and energy in love as life is so short and unpredictable and can be taken from us at any moment.

Sunday, January 26, 2003

Anxiety ratting...(2) .. Gggrrrr rating...(1)

Hope you all had an enjoyable weekend full of love and fun and all that gooey stuff that makes life worth living :)
A big thank you to Mr P for his comment on Fridays Post but I honestly didn't think I looked that bad in the morning :(

Just had a quick read through the blogs list... Hmmmm not much going on, with the small exception of a certain Harry Stone :(...last seen going off to watch Corrie :( and never heard of again :( Oh dear me thinks maybe Richard the Corrie Killer has Caught up with him :( And I so loved his witty comments about the days news etc..It always put a small on my old worn (look really rough in the morning) face. Come Back Harry!!! you know you can't hide forever and I won't tell anyone Honest!! :)
Seems Ripsaw has been doing some serious bonding with Ariel...wink..wink But its a tough life being a single parent of a small child. Its a heavy burden to carry and I have complete admiration for anyone who can do it and stay both sane and cheerful. Much love to you both and your little angels and may your friendship blossom into a lifetime of sharing and caring :)
Not much else to say really other than its Sunday night and where's my bucket!
Nite nite x

Friday, January 24, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1) GGrrrrrr rating..(2)

Well its Friday :) Not sure why I'm happy about that as one day is much the same as the other for me :(.. all say aaaaaawwwwwwwww
In the spirit of Friday Night I thought I would do a little ode to the drunken sexually depraved things people get up to these days :0 As anyone who has read my IOI things( lol 47 things, ran out of space:) you will be aware that a one night stand is something I would never get involved with ;-) not even when I was a youngster! Enough ramblings...hehe as your probably aware I have recently found a new toy for free music and I have been giving it some stick these past few days :) All the titles below are from around the 80s so anyone under the age of 30 will be scratching their heads and wondering what planet I just arrived from.

Wouldn't it be good!....................... Nick Kershaw
Kiss me with your mouth.........Stephen Tin Tin Duffy
Love bites...........................................Def leapard
Somethings Jumping in your shirt!......Malcolm Mclaren
Lets go all the way!!!!!!!!!..........................Sly Fox

And for after the event :P

Is this Love?..........................Whitesnake
Leaving me now......................Level 42
Cry .......................................Godley and cream aaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwww :)
sleep well and don't have nightmares going over thoughts of your drunken fumbles :)

Thursday, January 23, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1) Ggggrrrr rating..(1) :)

Hello good evening and welcome :) Hows your day been? All ok I hope :)
Its getting to the end of the week again and yes my page views drop dramatically lol
New to my 'Web Blog World' this evening, in the boys corner ..Listener A very nice chap from Surrey I do believe. I have been reading his page for a while now and its nice to see a 'bloke' talking about his feelings :) rather than just just skipping over the juicy bits we all want to read. He also writes some fab poems too, very deep :P

I had an e.mail from an old school friend last night through Friends Reunited It came as a bit of a shock as we went to middle school together when we were about 11...aaaaaawwwwwww sweet. It brought back some strange memories. And reminded me of what a dysfunctional human being I was and still am for that matter. I always avoided the 'in crowd' like the plague, I have a hate for arrogance and selfish behavior always have and always will. Preferred to hang around with the misfits, you get empathy and consideration from such people. Not "is that supposed to be fashion" Like I really cared then and still don't give a damn now! I have to smile when I on the odd occasion see the 'in crowd' mainly because they are over weight, look about 45 and have miserable faces that resemble a slapped arse :) They look at me and say 'wow you have changed' I glance down my nose at them and reply ' I'm surprised you have your head out of your butt long enough to notice' hhmmmmm but I'm not bitter!! honest..and if you believe that then you need more help than I do!
Revenge is a sweet dish best served cold! Nite Nite x

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan I wish :)
Anxiety rating..(2) ...GGrrrr rating.. (2)

Thanx to peg for her But I'm sure we have enough problems with 2 women in the house complaining about their butt size!
Nothing much to report today, spent the day catching up on paper work and e.mails :) I have a bad habit of leaving things until they form a large pile, then when I'm in the mood I have a day and do nothing else.. Funny I do that with the ironing :-( I hate Ironing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have just looked at the page..LMAO :).. could you believe no archives/no comments/no tag is it me or does everything I touch give up the will to live roll over with its legs in the air!
I'm off now to check through the blogs and see what your all up to :)

Sleep well..

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

I took the fruity fruit quiz

made by rav-chan

Check out which fruit you are

Lol..I thought maybe a shrivled prune myself :).... But a lemon is good too;-)
Anxiety rating..(2) Ggggrrrrr rating..(0) :)

Big apology for the lack of a blog last night, I blame Harry Stone!..he kept me chatting till late then i had a few important e.mails to do :)

Things To Report :P
Got my blogger server problem sorted...Wow...It seems it was half them and half thick old me :0 but its working OK now so should make life a little easier.
My husband went for his brain scan results today.. For those of you who have not been reading my blog for long a few details so it all make sense:)
Last Christmas 2001 my husband come home from work in a strange state. Though he knew who he was and where he lived his short term memory had gone and he kept asking me the same questions over and over again :(..Having worked with dementia patients for a few years it scared the c**p out of me I can tell you. I rushed him round to the docs as I was so worried, and all the time she was examining him he kept asking why he was there ..AAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH... It sent me into a panic but I coped fearing for the future. He was suffering with flu at the time as we all were, and wouldn't listen when I told him he should not go into work. After I had poured a couple of hot sweet cups of tea down his throat and got him to eat something I sent him to bed, full of dread for what the morning would bring. I went to join him an hour later and he seemed much better, just dazed as to what had happened. Well to cut a year story very short there has been a few strange memory issues and other problems from that day so I took him back to the doctors, who referred him for tests. He had brain scans and blood tests just before Christmas and today was the result. I must say I was expecting them to say 'he was working too hard and it was stress, plus flu at the original time' So you can understand that I was shocked when he got the results. For some unknown reason a quarter of the left lower lobe of his brain has died!! :-O They can't believe that he has no symptoms. According to the loss of brain matter he should have great problems moving all his right side, similar to a stroke. But hes totally fine, so they are at a loss as to the cause and he has to go back for another scan in a few weeks. On the positive can't believe I just said that... they have ruled out a brain tumor/circulation issues in the brain/blood disorders plus all his other bits are in fine working order ;-) So we may never know why/when but with no outward symptoms of a problem the long term view is good :-)

Still not sorted the sound file issue it doesn't even work through sorry people. Oscar I will send you a quickie by mail to put you out of your misery:-) lol..I'm sure it will make your day!...I wish :-)

Sunday, January 19, 2003

Anxiety rating..(3) Gggggrrr rating...(1)

Sorry about the problem with the sound file :(.. I have no idea why it won't work. I use yahoo to store all my files/animations/pictures and have never had a problem. Even linked cartoons through it with no problem. They work fine,but for some reason it won't work :( Until blogger sort out my problem with the server for this blog I have no choice but to use a 3rd party. Despite leaving messages on blogger control, nothing has been done. I'm not happy with the support service on here but haven't got the heart to move it all to another provider as its taken so long to sort and get into the search engines.

One person did get to hear the file and his response was "you sound calm..I expected you to be more gibbering!" Well forgive me for pretending to be a normal person :-O Why do people assume that if you have some kind of mental illness such as anxiety/depression that your a nutter who can't string a sentence together. If you met me in the street or had a telephone conversation with me you would realize I'm just as normal as any other person. Whatever 'normal' is!! Its not like I want to be this way!!:-0 They has proved now that anxiety/depression/mental illness is highly heritable, if its in your genes and all it takes is circumstances/situations to bring it out. If you had 2 people who where doing a weight lifting contest and one could clearly lift more than the other, you wouldn't think less of the weaker one or mock him because he wasn't as strong. So why do people feel its ok to mock and be-little people who can't cope with life as well as others, through no fault of their own!..ggggggggggrrrrrrrr it gets me so mad!!

Sorry I went on a bit there :) but peoples attitudes need to change regarding mental illness. The stats are as follows..1 in ever 4 people will suffer some kind of mental illness in their lives, so why can't we deal with it people!!

Nite nite x
I'm back :)..sorry for the blip last night. Thats what you get for subscribing to Blogger pro/Blogspot plus :(

Saturday, January 18, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1) Grrrrr rating ..(1)

I had a fab day today doing some gardening ..*yawn*..I know its sad but I love it. The sun was shining, it wasn't too cold. All the daffs are peeping through the soil and my snowdrops are already out in places. I love this time of year :) Looking forward to spring and then summer its fab!!

Please don't hide in the background, Make a comment :-)

I would just like to say a big Hi to all the people who look in at my blog from time to time. Please feel free to make a comment at anytime if its only just to say Hello :-) and if you don't want to do that then maybe post your details on my guest map with a little message, either way it would nice to hear from you and all comments will be gratefully received weather good or bad :-).. Oh yes the above image has a small sound file included as a link though you will need a media player of some type to hear it.
I finally got Fat kitty back from the RSPCA with no ill effects from his stay . :-)

Friday, January 17, 2003

Anxiety rating..(2)..GGGGGGGGRRRRRRR rating.....(2)..:-)

Had a nice chat with Harry today. It seems bets are on for me sounding like an extra from Emmerdale. It seems he is convinced that I will have a broad Yorkshire cant understand where he gets that idea from! Maybe its just the way I write? Well to resolve the situation I shall include a small sound file in my next blog and you can make your own minds up, as long as I get to share the winnings. :-)
Boring fact No5065
Just checked my stats and it seems that for some reason the hits to the page always drop by half on :-0..Why is this ?where do you all go? Are you all so busy looking forward to the weekend or just in the pub all day :-D you lucky things.
Time for bed, there is no one reading so I'm
Nite Nite x x

Thursday, January 16, 2003

Anxiety rating..(2)..Stress Level..(4)

Just to bore you all into a coma I have added a stress level..LMAO...I'm so bored!!:-( Every brain cell is screaming for input but I'm too bloody tired to give a damn. Can't even think of anything witty to say or even sarcastic..:-o It must be bad! Some days I could write for hours then others complete mental block. I'm sure your all aware of what I'm talking about. Its either that or Its senile dementia and there is no hope:-(
Been playing about more with my downloads, I cant believe how rude some people are, they wait till you get 80% loaded and then cut you off without a word.the b******S. How rotten can you be, you go back to the main screen and yes there still there, but no it seems my connection is not fast enough or something. When ever someone wants something from me and I'm going offline I always pm then to say so. RUDE..just plain RUDE I bet they are all pre menstrual/hormonal women!
Sweet dreams x x x

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

Anxiety rating..(2)

I HATE XP!!!!!!
How do they get away with selling a product that clearly has more holes than the average cheese grater? I liked 98 it was simple (Like me! :) None of the problems I have had with this heap. Yes its fast, yes it looks pretty and yes it has some great new features, but what's the point to all that if they can't make a simple modem driver work on it?. Oh yes they made a quick just made the whole thing 10 times worse. I have spent the best part of an hour trying to get on line tonight and it seems to be happening to often. Its about time Microsoft pulled their finger from their fat over fed butts and sorted it!
But other than that things are fine :-)..I'm having great fun playing with my new toy. Finding lots of oldies that I love, that you cant get without buying a compilation that has another 50 songs on it you don't really want :(
It seems that there are others having probs at the mo. I see Haloscan keeps coughing and Fat kitty is currently lingering in an RSPCA of unknown origin :O and yes my Achieves have gone astray again..LMAO..I think I'll just put myself out of my misery.
Sleep well x x

Tuesday, January 14, 2003

Anxiety rating..(3) :)

Feel more human today thank goodness..:-D Just a huge wave in the calm see that is my normal life.
I would like to thank Oscar the beefy Canadian for this gem, but some how I think I don't need it..LMAO Shame I'm 10 years older than him, but then again I may feel the need for a toy boy in the near future :O. There's some good stuff on that site and was especially interested in this..LOL.but some how I don't feel brave enough to put it on my site! :-O

Have a nice the Americans say! x x

Monday, January 13, 2003

Anxiety rating..(5)..:-(

Well I went and did it..threw myself of that cliff of sanity and plunged into the depths of Gibbering like all good lemmings should..:-(
I must learn to be more aware that when I start getting hyper and sex mad *blush* and am full of energy, the inevitable plummet is around the corner. Its not all bad I managed to remove my head from the toilet bowl long enough to download a few tunes..:-O.. "Too much detail" I hear you cry!!..but look at it this way is it didn't have yucky bits and stuff that makes you go ggggrrrrrrrrr in it, would it be entertaining?.Me thinks I have watched too many horror films and re-runs of the Trisha show!..LOL

Do you believe in ghosts and the afterlife? I could tell you some strange stories of things that have happened to me over the years. Things to do with the guy who was killed. Well another strange thing happened last night. I decided to download some music from the net. I have never tried it before and so got some details from my mate Ripsaw. He gave me the addy for WinMX a good place to get freebies..:-) To cut a long story short, When my friend died there was a song in the top 40. I have tried to get this song on tape etc for the past 15 years as it was never released on an album, just a one off single. I have sent away scoured archives, sent my brother out looking for it but never got a thing. It was no longer in production and had never been added to any compilations.
Just as a matter of interest I put the details in and could you believe it..:-O..there it was..only one copy available for download but it was there!..I was so shocked I pressed the button and waited for it to load. It went through without a hitch..:-) I'm totally amazed that at a time when I choose to say goodbye to this person (see poem below) I would find this record. I will admit to sitting and blubbering for over an hour after I had heard it. It brought all the old feelings back :-( I'm not sure if I believe in life after death but I cant help thinking he's giving me the nod and telling me I'm doing the right thing. No wonder I'm a wreck today!..:-D
Sleep well Chucks and be happy! x x
Anxiety rating..(2)

Monday morning....yuck...weekend over with..sat here listening to music..oh I need to get a life..:-(
Had a good weekend caught up with a couple of friends I aint chatted with in ages..was nice to catch up..:-)
Doctors tomorrow..blood tests...Best have a check up and see which bit is going to shrivel and drop of next...I cant
Sleep well..x x x

Sunday, January 12, 2003

Was up late last night talking with a friend, and watching him get drunk..:-)..But why do I feel like I have a hangover this morning when I never touched a drop?..LOL..that will teach me, hangover by association!..:-(..Am still in shock from what I saw..:-O. I'm now aware of the dangers of vodka..lmao..and what It can do to a person.. I'm glad I don't drink otherwise I would be in heaps of trouble by now!
LMAO..I have just read Ariels Blog...oh dear it seems others have been over doing the alcohol this'm sure it wasn't that bad Sarah..:-)..whatever you got up to..hehe

Saturday, January 11, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1)

I would like to apologies for any offence caused by yesterdays seems some people took my words literally and thought I was talking about them :-O. I wasn't I can assure you, it was just a generalization to us all. it just seemed strange that 4 people I know of/read blogs this past week, had been hurt by harsh comments from others. Anyone who knows me 'in the flesh' is aware that if I have a problem with them or anything they say, I will soon let them know about it. In the nicest possible way of course..:-D
We are all guilty of bad mouthing others from time to time. When I was in my teens/early 20's I was terrible. A very angry person with a tongue shaper than a razor blade. I was known for my bitchiness and sarkie comments and took great pride in verbally abusing people who I found to be arrogant or full of them selves or who were bullies and made others lives hell! But After my own troubles and fight just to stay alive I find what has immerged is a softer squishier me :-).... I can't even watch the new Moby video (the one with the little green aliens trying to say Hi) without bursting into tears and blubbering to myself "come here chucks I'll talk to ya!" have to see the video to appreciate that last comment..LOL
Where once was a person who was happy to take on the world and give it a damn good thrashing..
I now find myself wanting to heal the whole planet and make everything better!!...aaaaaaaawwwwwwwww
Enough of my rambling, I found this on another site, so if your watching your weight at the moment take a Look. Nite nite x x x

Friday, January 10, 2003

Anxiety rating..(2)

Serious Moment coming up run for cover!

On reading through others blogs this past week I have become aware of how cruel people can be to one and other. How people with issues can take it out on others and cause great mental pain. My view of such people is this ...They usually have their heads so far up their own arse they have no concept of what pain is caused by their words or actions. So next time you feel the urge to slag a person off or generally have a good bitch adopt the following rule..*If you haven't anything nice to say, Then don't say anything!*.. The world would then be a nicer place and who knows WORLD a little optimistic on my part but I can live in hope.

A few other *Quotes* I like...I use this term with tongue in cheek cos its just stuff I pick up from others and have heard over the years.

Without the downs, how would we ever appreciate the ups!
OK I lost my mind!..but it was mine to throw away..:-D
I don't want lots of friends to count, just a few I can count on.
Shit happens, get over it round it or under it...either way your dealing with it.
Life is a rollercoaster, you just have to ride it!..(but try not to throw up!..:-0)
The definition of madness...A person who does the same thing over and over again, and expects the outcome to be different.
HHHHHmmmmmmmmm I suspect I spend too much time listening to my CD'
Just a quickie before I go..I was playing with the search engines today and put my basic details in (sad I found this...It seems In my other life I did take the other route and become a lesbian after all...:-D..sleep well X

Thursday, January 09, 2003

Anxiety rating ..(1)..:-)

Cristina eat your heart out babe!

Found the link above on the forum site it really made me smile :-D
Alls well at the funny farm. Kids back to school. Me back to twiddling my thumbs again and thinking ' what am I going to do now?' ...'oh look there's an empty chair over there next to the PC, maybe 10mins before I hoover'...LoL..some things never change.
I have found some really interesting Blogs just recently. Its always an eye opener to hear other peoples troubles ups and downs, that way you don't feel quiet so alone in the world :-/ Speaking of new stuff a friend of mine has just set up a new parents forum, so if you interested take a look and join in it can be found here I will put a link with my other stuff as I intend to contribute under the topic of *battered mother of teenager needs good home!*..Sleep well all..:-)

Wednesday, January 08, 2003

What Obscure Animal are you?
Anxiety rating..(2) gets stranger by the minuet..;-)..but having seen me struggling to school today to collect my son over the ice rinks that are our local streets, I can believe anything. I am amazed I managed to get home without breaking any of my major appendages. And if my lips crack any further I wont be able to open my mouth to speak...I hear squeals of delight coming from the back and shouts of "there is a god after all"..LOL..Sleep well x

What Was Your PastLife?
I found this very interesting...But I'm not so sure about the result. I always thought of my self more as a Clown than anything..:-)

Tuesday, January 07, 2003

Anxiety rating..(2)

How my friends make me smile..'oh no...she's looking for sympathy..change the subject quick' I so transparent?..second thoughts don't answer that.:-(
I had a good chat last night with someone who I care for a great deal. I'm sure he's not aware how much that conversation meant to me. Things haven't been right between us for about a year and it caused me a great deal of sorrow, but last night sorted it, and now I can close yet another open book and move on feeling more at peace with myself..:-)
My thoughts are also with another friend..Mr P..:-) He will be facing something all us members of the GWA have to go through...So my prayers and thoughts and any spare strength I can muster will be heading his way!...wether he likes it or not..:-P
Was just a quickie this evening folks..been busy posting comments on other blog sites and am all rung sleep well chucks..and don't let the bed bugs bite..:-)

Monday, January 06, 2003

Anxiety rating..(3)

The gibbering wreck is back..:-(...Kids back to school tomorrow and getting back into another routine always have a bad effect on me. Even more so with my hormones doing what they doing at the moment.
I wrote the following poem for a man I loved. He was killed in a motorway accident 15 years ago. Its just coming round to the anniversary and I thought it a good time to make peace within myself and let it lie finally.

Time to say goodbye

People come and people go
Time flies by with feelings shown
A love that lasts a lifetime through
My heart so bruised, belonged to you

The hole you left the day you died
Remains ever gaping, the tears I have cried
Words left un-said, love left un-made
You're missing from my life, I’m somehow feeling betrayed.

A future I have gained, in memory of you
Many times have been hard, but still I battled through
Days it still hurts, and sometimes I still cry
But time it has past and now its time for goodbye.

Laughing and smiling are my memories of you
My heart full of warmth and our friendship so true
Now rest in peace sweet prince, in my heart you will remain
I’ll say Goodbye with all my LOVE , until we meet again..

Sunday, January 05, 2003

Test Results
You think of yourself as being Warm, Cosy, Comforting, and Colorful.
Others think of you as being Friendly, Loyal, Loving, and Hairy.
Your relationships can be described as Warm, Calm, Blue, and Clear.
When stressed, you feel Alone.
Take this test here.

LoL..not so sure about the hairy bit!
Yet another load of B****** thinks!

Saturday, January 04, 2003

Take 3..:-(...I think I have cursed my blog forever..

Oh'm really making a mess this evening...
The link I mentioned below..was to This..see if it works from here. I put it up with an animation of the Grim Reaper...and when posted the whole thing went Bang!...The edit button that allows me to alter my posts turned into a direct link to that page..and I couldn't get rid of it..:-(..Have just spent half an hour trying to get round it pc went belly up! you think someone is trying to tell me something?...It says I will live till'll be old biddy then!
Anxiety rating..(2)..:-I

Yes I'm having my monthly *she's mad lock her up and throw away the Key*... Can't think straight and am slowing turning from Mrs Jekyll To Moody, anxious gibbering wreck Mrs Hyde..:-(..You men don't know how lucky you are! I seemed to have missed out on the depressed bit this month but am feeling anxious and generally shaky. I always seem to have viral infections around this time also. Oh well 7 days or so and I should feel a bit more like my old self.
On a happier note check the link above..:-) I heard about this a while ago but never got round to having a look. It crossed my path again today, so I thought I would share it with you.......Sorry if offends anyone..:-(..but I have a sick sense of humor.

Friday, January 03, 2003

Anxiety rating..(1)..:-D

I spoke too soon last this morning with a cracking headache and sore throat , sore ears, swollen glands, pain in my back....LMAO
and any other bits I haven't mentioned that failed to respond normally today!..Oh well, note to brain..*keep my big mouth shut*

Got my first hit from the search engines only took 6 weeks it usually takes at least 3 months. It made me smile when I saw the words used for the search..*Roll...Selotape*...LOL..what that poor person from Hungary must have thought when they brought up my ramblings!.....and what were they looking for?.....hhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm...Bondage with selotape, that's a new one on me..;-)

Thursday, January 02, 2003

Anxiety rating..(2)

Today was son is still recovering from the cough/cold bug that has been doing the rounds. Poor love he started with it as soon as he broke up from school and it looks like it may just have gone by the time he returns next Tuesday..:-( He's been Ok though, I don't think it spoilt Christmas too much for him. The other one has just staggered in from her friends complaining of stomach pains etc...LoL It never rains but it pours when you have kids. You get one sorted and then the other starts, and as soon as that's over with , you end up with it too. No one ever mentioned such things when I started my family, it was all great and fantastic etc.... If I knew now what I know then I think I would have given it a miss and had a career!!....and probably ended up a sad lonely old spinster!!...:-D

From me to you with Luv  :-)

Wednesday, January 01, 2003

Anxiety rating..(3)...:(

Well happy new year to me...lets start it as we mean to go on....huuuuugggggghhhhhhhh..what..No BLOODY ELECTRIC THAT'S WHAT!..lmao
Been sat here most of the day with just candles...."It seems there is a fault Mrs Ford"..."oh really!!...well I hadn't worked that out had I".....Funny thing was it was only us on the a couple of houses on the next street....Ran out of candles so had to go and beg and borrow from the neighbors, who thought it was all highly hilarious..:-(..wait till it happens to them...hehe..Oh well after 5 hours were back on and all seems well again. I knew something was a miss the other night when everything kept hissing and popping.
I could of gladly throttled both the kids...ggggggggrrrrrr..all they could do was moan and wine because they had nothing to do. And when they got bored of moaning they started having a go at each other...ggggggrrrrrrrr..who would be a parent?..answers on a postcard to that Home for the bewildered mentioned in a previous post..:-)..sleep well chucks...:-P
P.s....chucks is a East Yorkshire saying it means love,honey,sweetness....I'm not trying to make you all out to be fowl of any kind.:-D
2003 is here and Lets hope its a good one for all of us!..:-)...I'm feeling very Positive and have big plans for this year.
Went to bed last night early for a cuddle with hubby to see in the New Year..Lol...fell fast asleep and missed my first post ever..:-/
Happy New Year

LOL...sorry people...just been told my comments box is not working.......I have fixed it now..:-D