Its official, I'm Having A Mid Life Crisis :P
Yes folks.. Sat her with a sore stomach :P.. Why may you ask?....... Well.......... In a sheer moment of madness I went and had my belly button pierced last week.. LMAO
My daughter had wanted hers doing for ages... So I thought.. What the heck lets go for it. Well she went first... There idea not mine and almost passed out..lol I walked into the room after the event for mine doing and she was sat in a chair looking a strange green colour. Ok you may think.. I've had too kids for god sake.. How painful can this be?..lol *note at this point I had already picked out a small tattoo to be done straight after the belly!!* So I lies on the bed .. Heart almost beating out of my chest, but otherwise not panicky at all, great I though No Problem!!.. Clamp went on :/.. Ok Brace Yourself!! I'm glad I didn't look at the Needle thing they use as I would have passed out there and then. ROFL . Yes Folks It hurt like hell. But I was brave just let out a small *ouch!!!* I thought to myself that's not too bad. Put my head up and looked down to find it was not finished yet..lol There was this strange looking appliance half way through my stomach and this had to be pulled back through with the bar on it...lol and my god that hurt!! But yet again I was brave.. *like Hell I was* I sat up and felt ok had a little chat about aftercare etc. just to get my breath before round 2..lol then suddely after about 5 mins I went green!! and had a massive panic attack!! Not that anyone in the room realized, they just thought I felt a little unwell and faint :) So I chickened out of the tattoo ... ***WHIMP*** and am going back next week when this belly has had time to heal. Though I must say after just 6 days its Ok not painful, unless you catch it that is :/ and its healing well thank goodness.
Only problem is.. Due to that fact I have had 2 kids my belly in that area is not as firm as it should be, so the large clear diamond stone in the lower half of the bar seems to be swallowed ..lol almost to the point it looks like a cavers pit helmet light shining from the opening of a huge cavern!!..lol Never mind I'll just have to go for the *REVERSE DANGLE*.. Yes I know that sounds painful but I assure you its not, its just another type of naval bar :0
Other News.......
Errrrrmmmmmmm well I'm suffering serious withdrawal at the mo as my fav show STARGATE SG1 has finished :(... blub blub... What is a girl to do?......... ermmmmmmmm buy the first 5 series on DVD..lol sounds bloody good to me!! Just think.. I can watch him over and over again... can pause him and speed him up when he's getting on my tits! Sounds like the perfect hubby to me :P I have just purchased some new software/hardware that allows me to watch telly on my PC and also edit it and any other type of media such as Video and DVD even my old camcorder films.. YAY. So now I can not only play him back and forth, but I can cut him into pieces *saving the best bits* and make even more Wallpaper/Screensavers. aaaaaahhhhhhhh Blissssssssssss.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Me again :)
Just wanted to put a link in to a new site for the Anxiety ridden amongst us. Panic Survivor This is a very slick site :) he gets 10/10 for both the look and content of the site. It has forums and lots of up to date interesting info for anyone suffering from any type of anxiety based disorder. and what's more they are all very supportive and friendly. Why not drop in and take a look I am a member there myself and by the looks of it its going to just grow and grow. Well done to the maker!! *I will put a link in the margin when next I do some template editing* :)
Just wanted to put a link in to a new site for the Anxiety ridden amongst us. Panic Survivor This is a very slick site :) he gets 10/10 for both the look and content of the site. It has forums and lots of up to date interesting info for anyone suffering from any type of anxiety based disorder. and what's more they are all very supportive and friendly. Why not drop in and take a look I am a member there myself and by the looks of it its going to just grow and grow. Well done to the maker!! *I will put a link in the margin when next I do some template editing* :)
Friday, June 04, 2004
Is It June Already?:(
Forgive me father...... Its been almost 2 months since my last confession :(.......... What can I say....... Gulp :(... Time goes no where. Been so busy with the garden, the house, the animals, the kids , the odd nervous breakdown I just forgot to post. Well that's a bit of a lie.. Really I have turned into a secret e.bay whore with a serious shopping addiction :P.. Having filled my wardrobe, bought furniture, CD's, Books, oh yes .. and a Juicer..lol a strange plant stand thing...PC games... should I go on .. I think not. I have a problem (stands up and tells the room like at all the good AA Meetings) not that I have ever had a drink problem you understand. I tend to spill more than I ingest!..lol Yes folks that's been me... shopping selling and more shopping. and all the other family stuff too.
Nice to see a new look to blogger when I logged back in, very swish indeed.. me likes :) I will have to ad a few more links and other stuff to the page as I have been contacted by a few people who for some mad reason think putting a link on my page would improve their own stats..lol sad deluded fools.
I'm currently experiencing a time of anxiety as stress. Don't ask me why cos I aint got the foggiest as to the cause. Maybe its something to do with parting with large amounts of cash?..lol I never was too good at that. :( or maybe is just a hormone thing... Its been a bit of a shock to the system after feeling so well for so long. Getting my head around how shit it feels has not been easy. It's amazing how quickly you forget and take for granted wellness. But I'm sure I will come to grips with it once again and be back to my annoying self soon :)
I have made the effort to keep up with other peoples blogs, though I haven't felt much like making comments, sorry guys :( I also have a *to do* box full of mail to answer :( sorry again.. I just haven't felt much like it but now I got on top of all my jobs at home I will make a point of getting it done.
God this post sounds really crap..lol Boring.. Blah Blah Blah..
I'll try better next time honest! :P
Forgive me father...... Its been almost 2 months since my last confession :(.......... What can I say....... Gulp :(... Time goes no where. Been so busy with the garden, the house, the animals, the kids , the odd nervous breakdown I just forgot to post. Well that's a bit of a lie.. Really I have turned into a secret e.bay whore with a serious shopping addiction :P.. Having filled my wardrobe, bought furniture, CD's, Books, oh yes .. and a Juicer..lol a strange plant stand thing...PC games... should I go on .. I think not. I have a problem (stands up and tells the room like at all the good AA Meetings) not that I have ever had a drink problem you understand. I tend to spill more than I ingest!..lol Yes folks that's been me... shopping selling and more shopping. and all the other family stuff too.
Nice to see a new look to blogger when I logged back in, very swish indeed.. me likes :) I will have to ad a few more links and other stuff to the page as I have been contacted by a few people who for some mad reason think putting a link on my page would improve their own stats..lol sad deluded fools.
I'm currently experiencing a time of anxiety as stress. Don't ask me why cos I aint got the foggiest as to the cause. Maybe its something to do with parting with large amounts of cash?..lol I never was too good at that. :( or maybe is just a hormone thing... Its been a bit of a shock to the system after feeling so well for so long. Getting my head around how shit it feels has not been easy. It's amazing how quickly you forget and take for granted wellness. But I'm sure I will come to grips with it once again and be back to my annoying self soon :)
I have made the effort to keep up with other peoples blogs, though I haven't felt much like making comments, sorry guys :( I also have a *to do* box full of mail to answer :( sorry again.. I just haven't felt much like it but now I got on top of all my jobs at home I will make a point of getting it done.
God this post sounds really crap..lol Boring.. Blah Blah Blah..
I'll try better next time honest! :P
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Middle Aged Spread :(
The joys of getting older and reaching the ripe old age of 35 :P.. What can I say other than bits double in size, other bits loose the will to live and head south, suddenly there is more of me than there ever has been before :(
IF YOUR OF A DELICATE DISPOSITION PLEASE STOP READING NOW!!
Boobs......... What they all about... Most of my life I have been a 32B/C cup which is quite enough when you're 5' 2" tall and 8 1/2 stone. But for some reason when I hit 30 things started to grow again , its the second coming of puberty :(.. I have spent the last year or so struggling to find bras that fit. Each time I get a bigger size and think to myself *God I can't be this big!!* and I get the bra home only to find its too small :( Well it seems I have finally found a size to fit *holds breath* 32DDD ROFL But sadly for me the Bra industry make very little for such people as I, usually you need a larger back size to go with the boobs but mine is still small at a size 32/8 but my boobs are more 38/16..lol its all a bit scary. Will this inflation continue?.. Will I ever seem certain bits of my body again without the use of a mirror?..
The joys of getting older and reaching the ripe old age of 35 :P.. What can I say other than bits double in size, other bits loose the will to live and head south, suddenly there is more of me than there ever has been before :(
IF YOUR OF A DELICATE DISPOSITION PLEASE STOP READING NOW!!
Boobs......... What they all about... Most of my life I have been a 32B/C cup which is quite enough when you're 5' 2" tall and 8 1/2 stone. But for some reason when I hit 30 things started to grow again , its the second coming of puberty :(.. I have spent the last year or so struggling to find bras that fit. Each time I get a bigger size and think to myself *God I can't be this big!!* and I get the bra home only to find its too small :( Well it seems I have finally found a size to fit *holds breath* 32DDD ROFL But sadly for me the Bra industry make very little for such people as I, usually you need a larger back size to go with the boobs but mine is still small at a size 32/8 but my boobs are more 38/16..lol its all a bit scary. Will this inflation continue?.. Will I ever seem certain bits of my body again without the use of a mirror?..
Friday, April 02, 2004
Disaster!!...The Dog Ate My Pigs :(
Oh dear........ Sounds like a title from a really bad B Movie..:(.. But sadly its the truth!!.. I'm wearing black and all the curtains are closed :O.. The lovely Pippin decided to murder In cold blood 5 of my pigs :(. Bummer!!..
There I was minding my own business doing a bit in the garden.. Forget to check that the conservatory door was properly shut.... He slipped past me while I was in the greenhouse and killed 5 of them, leaving only 3 :( I'm amazed that he could kill 5 in a matter of a minute, as I had just come out of the garage. I walked back in to find him stood in the middle of the pen, with a large smile on his face, and a "Look how clever I am mum" in his eye..:( When I looked in the pen all around him were bodies :(.. Broken little pig bodies... *Balls head off** On further inspection of these little bodies, not a mark was found :/.. He must have broken all their necks as there was no sign of any injury on any of them. So at least they didn't suffer. I don't think I would have coped if they had been chewed up, blood and guts and all that.:(
So we had a mass funeral, under the coffin shaped shed that Rod was building in the corner of the garden ironically to house the pigs and keep them away from the dog!.. GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR
Oh well SHIT happens I guess :(.. Other than that I turned 35 on Monday :( and I have the flu :( again :(.
Oh dear........ Sounds like a title from a really bad B Movie..:(.. But sadly its the truth!!.. I'm wearing black and all the curtains are closed :O.. The lovely Pippin decided to murder In cold blood 5 of my pigs :(. Bummer!!..
There I was minding my own business doing a bit in the garden.. Forget to check that the conservatory door was properly shut.... He slipped past me while I was in the greenhouse and killed 5 of them, leaving only 3 :( I'm amazed that he could kill 5 in a matter of a minute, as I had just come out of the garage. I walked back in to find him stood in the middle of the pen, with a large smile on his face, and a "Look how clever I am mum" in his eye..:( When I looked in the pen all around him were bodies :(.. Broken little pig bodies... *Balls head off** On further inspection of these little bodies, not a mark was found :/.. He must have broken all their necks as there was no sign of any injury on any of them. So at least they didn't suffer. I don't think I would have coped if they had been chewed up, blood and guts and all that.:(
So we had a mass funeral, under the coffin shaped shed that Rod was building in the corner of the garden ironically to house the pigs and keep them away from the dog!.. GGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR
Oh well SHIT happens I guess :(.. Other than that I turned 35 on Monday :( and I have the flu :( again :(.
Friday, March 26, 2004
I'm Back !!!! Honest!!!
Meet the newest member of the family.. Pippin.. a refugee from the local dogs home, so he fits right in here ;). We had been looking for a while, but finding something of the right size an nature to take us lot on was a tough call :)... but we got there in the end!.. He's gorgeous...... house trained...... doesn't molt..... likes his walks.......Hates his baths :(...... and is generally a real sweetie, we all love him.. so much so he sleeps in the bedroom with us on a night, sad I know but with them eyes giving you the hard luck treatment... You just can't resist..lol He was handed into kennels on Friday 13th..lol... poor love.... and luck what happened next... Out of the frying pan into the madhouse!! But he's settled in great and its like he's always been here to tell you the truth.
Other News.......... ermmmmmmmm too much to say really..Other than Daughter trying to kill herself with too much Booze and ending up casualty... Happily recovered now... so much so she has just got her self a part time job!!...HHHHUUUURRRRAAAYYYY... No more begging for cash...***Lives in hope***
Husband still on the golf course..... But now he's stepped things up a little.... He's the captain of his team..ROFL....... Oh... and he's subscribed to SKY sports to watch the Bloody golf on telly.......AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH... I WANT A DIVORCE!!!!
Went to a Clairvoyant the other day with a friend.........***I can here you all laughing from here***.. I'll tell you more about that another night ;)
And my little project has taken off....... Almost finished the website .. :).. Will post a link when its done then I will be looking for some serious help to get it upto scratch.
Well that's enough for now .. Other Than........... Who You Calling An Old Trout?....... Cheeky young beggar...Wait till I see you... You're in for it!!
nite nite x x
Meet the newest member of the family.. Pippin.. a refugee from the local dogs home, so he fits right in here ;). We had been looking for a while, but finding something of the right size an nature to take us lot on was a tough call :)... but we got there in the end!.. He's gorgeous...... house trained...... doesn't molt..... likes his walks.......Hates his baths :(...... and is generally a real sweetie, we all love him.. so much so he sleeps in the bedroom with us on a night, sad I know but with them eyes giving you the hard luck treatment... You just can't resist..lol He was handed into kennels on Friday 13th..lol... poor love.... and luck what happened next... Out of the frying pan into the madhouse!! But he's settled in great and its like he's always been here to tell you the truth.
Other News.......... ermmmmmmmm too much to say really..Other than Daughter trying to kill herself with too much Booze and ending up casualty... Happily recovered now... so much so she has just got her self a part time job!!...HHHHUUUURRRRAAAYYYY... No more begging for cash...***Lives in hope***
Husband still on the golf course..... But now he's stepped things up a little.... He's the captain of his team..ROFL....... Oh... and he's subscribed to SKY sports to watch the Bloody golf on telly.......AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH... I WANT A DIVORCE!!!!
Went to a Clairvoyant the other day with a friend.........***I can here you all laughing from here***.. I'll tell you more about that another night ;)
And my little project has taken off....... Almost finished the website .. :).. Will post a link when its done then I will be looking for some serious help to get it upto scratch.
Well that's enough for now .. Other Than........... Who You Calling An Old Trout?....... Cheeky young beggar...Wait till I see you... You're in for it!!
nite nite x x
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
What The F**K!!
Sorry for the lack of posts but been busy with my new project :).. As part of the setting up of this project I have been doing a lot of surfing on the e.bay site. Innocent enough you may think :P.. and yes it was mostly. I'm into dragons..and strange things like that, so was surfing through the wired section!!... OH MY GOD!!.... I honestly feel that the time spent on my new project is just a waste... when after all.. I could be making bloody good money doing THIS ROFL... I can just see it now... Flash website with a few tasteful pictures.. to wet the appetite.. link it back to the e.bay page so they can see who's wearing them... LMAO.. I'll be a millionaire within the year!! :)..I Wish :P
Go On .... someone dare me to do it!!!
Sorry for the lack of posts but been busy with my new project :).. As part of the setting up of this project I have been doing a lot of surfing on the e.bay site. Innocent enough you may think :P.. and yes it was mostly. I'm into dragons..and strange things like that, so was surfing through the wired section!!... OH MY GOD!!.... I honestly feel that the time spent on my new project is just a waste... when after all.. I could be making bloody good money doing THIS ROFL... I can just see it now... Flash website with a few tasteful pictures.. to wet the appetite.. link it back to the e.bay page so they can see who's wearing them... LMAO.. I'll be a millionaire within the year!! :)..I Wish :P
Go On .... someone dare me to do it!!!
Friday, January 09, 2004
Monday, January 05, 2004
Year End Ramble *late as ever*..LOL
Where to start..........hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm ...well I started this blog a little over a year ago, and I found myself hoping that this year was going to be one of positive change. I'm not one for new years resolutions, I try not to set goals too large so that I don't end up feeling like a complete failure :(.. so its usually vague things like... get fitter...be a better parent.... deal with inner termoil...and the desire to rip of hubbies head evertime he mentions *GOLF*.... You know small things like that...:). I can honestly say I have made more progress than I could of every imagined. This time last year I was still suffering quiet badly with anxiety... Not going out much.. and generally avoiding things that I used to love so not to set it all off again :( But with another 12 months under my belt things are so very different. I know live an almost *normal* life.. whatever normal is :P.. Happily shopping, visiting parents, days out with the family. I can't believe the change. My main goal last year was to deal with the mental side of my condition, and to get a real grip on me and who I am, in the faint hope that one day I can look in a mirror and say "I'm an OK person". Well I think I'm a long way down the road to doing that. With the mental issues under control my goals for this year are the physical side of things. Yes folks its time to get really fit...aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh *runs screaming from the room at the very thought* I did wonders to improve my fitness last year so much so that I can now climb the stairs without getting out of breath *joke*... Honestly I did make massive improvements, but with the passing of the years and all my loose body parts giving in to the forces of gravity, its time to get sorted.
Also a big Well Done goes to Mr P.. who also was on a journey to overcome his anxiety problems. He's done really well too and its been a joy to be part of his life and see him dealing with, and getting over his anxiety problems.. So Big (((HUG)))) to him. :)
And the golf thing?.. Well that's another story in itself.. I decided to play him at his own game..so to speak.. and with a Very good outcome I may add!!..lol More to follow :).. sleep well x x
Where to start..........hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm ...well I started this blog a little over a year ago, and I found myself hoping that this year was going to be one of positive change. I'm not one for new years resolutions, I try not to set goals too large so that I don't end up feeling like a complete failure :(.. so its usually vague things like... get fitter...be a better parent.... deal with inner termoil...and the desire to rip of hubbies head evertime he mentions *GOLF*.... You know small things like that...:). I can honestly say I have made more progress than I could of every imagined. This time last year I was still suffering quiet badly with anxiety... Not going out much.. and generally avoiding things that I used to love so not to set it all off again :( But with another 12 months under my belt things are so very different. I know live an almost *normal* life.. whatever normal is :P.. Happily shopping, visiting parents, days out with the family. I can't believe the change. My main goal last year was to deal with the mental side of my condition, and to get a real grip on me and who I am, in the faint hope that one day I can look in a mirror and say "I'm an OK person". Well I think I'm a long way down the road to doing that. With the mental issues under control my goals for this year are the physical side of things. Yes folks its time to get really fit...aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh *runs screaming from the room at the very thought* I did wonders to improve my fitness last year so much so that I can now climb the stairs without getting out of breath *joke*... Honestly I did make massive improvements, but with the passing of the years and all my loose body parts giving in to the forces of gravity, its time to get sorted.
Also a big Well Done goes to Mr P.. who also was on a journey to overcome his anxiety problems. He's done really well too and its been a joy to be part of his life and see him dealing with, and getting over his anxiety problems.. So Big (((HUG)))) to him. :)
And the golf thing?.. Well that's another story in itself.. I decided to play him at his own game..so to speak.. and with a Very good outcome I may add!!..lol More to follow :).. sleep well x x
Sunday, January 04, 2004
Ok I Did It
Yes folks I finally kicked out the old template for a nice new one :)
And I love it. When I first started my blog it was with a fatkitty template.. So I thought I should stick with tradition and go with........... hhhhhhhhhmmmmmm... wwwwwelllllll.. *Scared out of its life* kitty..lol.. I'll admit to pinching graphic from another site..hehe but have edited it to fit in with the blog. Hope it makes you smile, and don't give you nightmares :)
Oh and thanx again to Ali for helping me with a few sticky bits "cheques in the post hun ;)"
Well things are great here :)... Kids had a good crimbo.. Son got an X box which he has spent so long playing his eyes now resemble kitty above..scary. I must admit I have had a go myself :).. But I'm total Kitty Poo at it... Something to do with the hand to eye co ordination thingy... mine was left out at conception.. and I don't think its something you can purchase on an Egg card :)..oh well good excuse for more practice me thinks :)
Enough for today... I'll do my *year end ramblings* tomorrow.. Sleep well chucks :) x
Yes folks I finally kicked out the old template for a nice new one :)
And I love it. When I first started my blog it was with a fatkitty template.. So I thought I should stick with tradition and go with........... hhhhhhhhhmmmmmm... wwwwwelllllll.. *Scared out of its life* kitty..lol.. I'll admit to pinching graphic from another site..hehe but have edited it to fit in with the blog. Hope it makes you smile, and don't give you nightmares :)
Oh and thanx again to Ali for helping me with a few sticky bits "cheques in the post hun ;)"
Well things are great here :)... Kids had a good crimbo.. Son got an X box which he has spent so long playing his eyes now resemble kitty above..scary. I must admit I have had a go myself :).. But I'm total Kitty Poo at it... Something to do with the hand to eye co ordination thingy... mine was left out at conception.. and I don't think its something you can purchase on an Egg card :)..oh well good excuse for more practice me thinks :)
Enough for today... I'll do my *year end ramblings* tomorrow.. Sleep well chucks :) x
Friday, January 02, 2004
Hello
Welcome to 2004 and may it be a good one for us all, well I can live in hope :)
I've been busy over the past few days updating the site :P... After the odd slapped wrist from my friend Ali for being a naughty girl and giving away top secret password info.. *SORRY*.. I'm now almost sorted :).. He's kindly given me a little corner of his webspace to host my bits and bobs on, hence the reason for the revamp :P Who Knows one day I may get really bold and even change the basic design.. Now Now.. lets not get too carried away :P Anyways I have added lots of new links etc to all category's.. and weeded out all the ones no longer in use. At this point I would like to say farewell To Ripsaw ...sadly no longer blogging and also a few others that just haven't posted for months, sorry guys but your gone!!
Also a new category of Photo Blog... some good stuff in here. I have been checking out these sites for a while and are worth a look. Plus some new useful anxiety stuff for the gibbering amongst us :)
A quick quiz.. aint done one for a while ..
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla
Oh well I'll do some major blogging over the next few days now I'm happy with how things look. Be good out there people x x
Welcome to 2004 and may it be a good one for us all, well I can live in hope :)
I've been busy over the past few days updating the site :P... After the odd slapped wrist from my friend Ali for being a naughty girl and giving away top secret password info.. *SORRY*.. I'm now almost sorted :).. He's kindly given me a little corner of his webspace to host my bits and bobs on, hence the reason for the revamp :P Who Knows one day I may get really bold and even change the basic design.. Now Now.. lets not get too carried away :P Anyways I have added lots of new links etc to all category's.. and weeded out all the ones no longer in use. At this point I would like to say farewell To Ripsaw ...sadly no longer blogging and also a few others that just haven't posted for months, sorry guys but your gone!!
Also a new category of Photo Blog... some good stuff in here. I have been checking out these sites for a while and are worth a look. Plus some new useful anxiety stuff for the gibbering amongst us :)
A quick quiz.. aint done one for a while ..
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla
Oh well I'll do some major blogging over the next few days now I'm happy with how things look. Be good out there people x x
Thursday, January 01, 2004
Thursday, December 25, 2003
Ho Ho Ho..:P
He...He... Well its that time folks.. Merry Christmas.. or Happy Holidays for the Americans reading this page. I wish you all a good One!!!
I'm off to get it naked :P..The turkey that is :).. And give it a damn good stuffing.. The husband that is...lol
After surviving the yearly trip to see my parents without loosing the will to live and wishing I hadn't''t suddenly been stuck deaf, I find myself chilled. But with no skin left on my lips :(.. Its a selotape thing :(.. The joys of child ownership and much present wrapping :P
We also had snow 2 days ago which was kinda fab in a Christmas card kinda way, but my son loved it and it was a joy to see all the local kids snowballing the local OAP's... Joke!!!
keep warm and have much fun love and laughter Chucks :) much love x x
He...He... Well its that time folks.. Merry Christmas.. or Happy Holidays for the Americans reading this page. I wish you all a good One!!!
I'm off to get it naked :P..The turkey that is :).. And give it a damn good stuffing.. The husband that is...lol
After surviving the yearly trip to see my parents without loosing the will to live and wishing I hadn't''t suddenly been stuck deaf, I find myself chilled. But with no skin left on my lips :(.. Its a selotape thing :(.. The joys of child ownership and much present wrapping :P
We also had snow 2 days ago which was kinda fab in a Christmas card kinda way, but my son loved it and it was a joy to see all the local kids snowballing the local OAP's... Joke!!!
keep warm and have much fun love and laughter Chucks :) much love x x
Saturday, December 20, 2003
Tis The Season too Be Jolly
Well... Sat here bored out of my brains .. So thought best do some kind of an update :)..m so here goes:-
We had the usual Christmas extravaganza in the town this year...lol... We had celebs from Coronation Street and Santa was pulled by Reindeer this year which was a site to behold and a first for me and the family. Yes we live in the countryside with lots of wildlife etc. but reindeer are a little sparse on the ground believe it or not..lol I took some pics of them once they had got them settled in a pen in the main town square. I put the best one on the pics site.
It was also Williams school play last night. That was very good and a lot of fun to watch. Pics also on the other site, though the one taken at the play did not come out too well so I took one of him in his costume that I spent many an hour making, when we got home.:)
I must say how nice it was that for the first time in years I was able to sit through the play without having a panic attack..lol. You are always squashed in in these places and it really freaks me out, but for the first time I sat an enjoyed it without any fear of making a sudden dash for the nearest exit.:( I will go more into things in my almost new year post as its been a good year for me all round.. YAY
Have fun people and be good :)
Well... Sat here bored out of my brains .. So thought best do some kind of an update :)..m so here goes:-
We had the usual Christmas extravaganza in the town this year...lol... We had celebs from Coronation Street and Santa was pulled by Reindeer this year which was a site to behold and a first for me and the family. Yes we live in the countryside with lots of wildlife etc. but reindeer are a little sparse on the ground believe it or not..lol I took some pics of them once they had got them settled in a pen in the main town square. I put the best one on the pics site.
It was also Williams school play last night. That was very good and a lot of fun to watch. Pics also on the other site, though the one taken at the play did not come out too well so I took one of him in his costume that I spent many an hour making, when we got home.:)
I must say how nice it was that for the first time in years I was able to sit through the play without having a panic attack..lol. You are always squashed in in these places and it really freaks me out, but for the first time I sat an enjoyed it without any fear of making a sudden dash for the nearest exit.:( I will go more into things in my almost new year post as its been a good year for me all round.. YAY
Have fun people and be good :)
Friday, December 19, 2003
Monday, December 08, 2003
Golf Joke :)
One Saturday morning an avid golfer gets up early, dresses quietly,gets in his car to drive to the course. Coming out of his garage rain is pouring down; torrential downpour. There is snow mixed in with the rain,and the wind is blowing 50 mph. He returns to the garage. He comes back into the house and turns the TV to the weather channel. The forecast was bad for the whole day, so he puts his clubs away and slips back into bed. There he cuddles up to his wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispers, "The weather out there is terrible." To which she sleepily replies, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out golfing in that s**t?"
Thanks To Mr P for that one.. put a huge smile on my face I can tell you. :P
One Saturday morning an avid golfer gets up early, dresses quietly,gets in his car to drive to the course. Coming out of his garage rain is pouring down; torrential downpour. There is snow mixed in with the rain,and the wind is blowing 50 mph. He returns to the garage. He comes back into the house and turns the TV to the weather channel. The forecast was bad for the whole day, so he puts his clubs away and slips back into bed. There he cuddles up to his wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispers, "The weather out there is terrible." To which she sleepily replies, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out golfing in that s**t?"
Thanks To Mr P for that one.. put a huge smile on my face I can tell you. :P
Sunday, December 07, 2003
BACK :)
Yup... and the front bit is here too :P.. What can I say... ermmmmmmmmmm.. Laziness.... ermmm...more laziness... and yes folks.. maybe a bit or mulling over things too :P... but I have been busy too. Its that time of year again.. Costume making for the school play :/.. and this year folks were going to be a grandfather clock!!!.. Yes you did hear that right... so you can guess the fun I have been having over the past few weeks with a hot glue gun lots of cardboard and sticky tape... YAY.. well maybe not so YAY... I will put a pic up of my efforts on the picture site when he does the play.. so you can all laugh with me *or should that read at me:(*
One of the main reasons for not saying much is I feel sometimes there is so much crap in my head its best to say nothing. As I would only regret it afterwards. I have many a time written things on here and the given myself a good kicking afterwards when re reading it back..lol.. The last 2 posts being a good example of this :).. So its.. keep ones rubbish to ones self from now on. Till I'm feeling more human and more able to have an adult conversation instead of tempering like a 2 year old when I don't get my own way :P.
I had some nice e.mails of people, they were no doubt wondering if I had gone back to gibbering and living the life of a hermit..:).. But no.. Things are OK with me.. Just needed to get a few things straight In my head that's all. A little time out so to speak. I have had time away from messenger too, so some of you have noticed and sent me e.mail wondering why. Mainly cos I have been busy back in Worlds 3D... Its a bit addictive :P.. I'm so into it I have even started to make my own AV's..Now that is sad!.. So if you fancy a go then give me a shout.. I'm *littleme1969*.. Maybe I will see you there some time :)
Last but not least I would like to dedicate this song to a dear friend of mine :).. He sent me a lovely e.mail and I have not yet responded. It's sometimes hard to find the right words. So I hope the song will say it for me. This song always was one of our favs.. but funny with the passage of time the words mean so much more nowadays. Much love to you my friend :P
The words don't do this song justice, Its from the *Listen Without Prejudice* album.. you should give it a listen to appreciate it properly. :P
Cowboys and Angels George Michael
***************** *************
When your heart's in someone else's hands
Monkey see and monkey do
Their wish is your command
You're not to blame
Everyone's the same
All you do is love and love is all you do
I should know by now, the way I fought for you
You're not to blame
Everyone's the same
I know you think that you're safe
Mister
Harmless deception
That keeps love at bay
It's the ones who resist that we most want to kiss
Wouldn't you say?
Cowboys and angels
They all have the time for you
Why should I imagine
That I'd be a find for you
Why should I imagine
That I'd have something to say
But that scar on your face
That beautiful face of yours
In your heart there's a trace
Of someone before
When your heart's in someone else's plans
Things you say and things you do
They don't understand
It's such a shame
Always ends the same
You can call it love but I don't think it's true
You should know by now
I'm not the boy for you
You're not to blame
Always ends the same
I know you think that you're safe
Sister
Harmless affection
That keeps things this way
It's the ones who persist for the sake of a kiss
Who will pay
Cowboys and angels
They all take a shine to you
Why should I imagine that I was designed for you
Why should I believe
That you would stay
But that scar on your face
That beautiful face of yours
Don't you think that I know
They've hurt you before
Take this man to your bed
Maybe his hands will help you forget
Please be stronger than your past
The future may still give you a chance.
Yup... and the front bit is here too :P.. What can I say... ermmmmmmmmmm.. Laziness.... ermmm...more laziness... and yes folks.. maybe a bit or mulling over things too :P... but I have been busy too. Its that time of year again.. Costume making for the school play :/.. and this year folks were going to be a grandfather clock!!!.. Yes you did hear that right... so you can guess the fun I have been having over the past few weeks with a hot glue gun lots of cardboard and sticky tape... YAY.. well maybe not so YAY... I will put a pic up of my efforts on the picture site when he does the play.. so you can all laugh with me *or should that read at me:(*
One of the main reasons for not saying much is I feel sometimes there is so much crap in my head its best to say nothing. As I would only regret it afterwards. I have many a time written things on here and the given myself a good kicking afterwards when re reading it back..lol.. The last 2 posts being a good example of this :).. So its.. keep ones rubbish to ones self from now on. Till I'm feeling more human and more able to have an adult conversation instead of tempering like a 2 year old when I don't get my own way :P.
I had some nice e.mails of people, they were no doubt wondering if I had gone back to gibbering and living the life of a hermit..:).. But no.. Things are OK with me.. Just needed to get a few things straight In my head that's all. A little time out so to speak. I have had time away from messenger too, so some of you have noticed and sent me e.mail wondering why. Mainly cos I have been busy back in Worlds 3D... Its a bit addictive :P.. I'm so into it I have even started to make my own AV's..Now that is sad!.. So if you fancy a go then give me a shout.. I'm *littleme1969*.. Maybe I will see you there some time :)
Last but not least I would like to dedicate this song to a dear friend of mine :).. He sent me a lovely e.mail and I have not yet responded. It's sometimes hard to find the right words. So I hope the song will say it for me. This song always was one of our favs.. but funny with the passage of time the words mean so much more nowadays. Much love to you my friend :P
The words don't do this song justice, Its from the *Listen Without Prejudice* album.. you should give it a listen to appreciate it properly. :P
Cowboys and Angels George Michael
***************** *************
When your heart's in someone else's hands
Monkey see and monkey do
Their wish is your command
You're not to blame
Everyone's the same
All you do is love and love is all you do
I should know by now, the way I fought for you
You're not to blame
Everyone's the same
I know you think that you're safe
Mister
Harmless deception
That keeps love at bay
It's the ones who resist that we most want to kiss
Wouldn't you say?
Cowboys and angels
They all have the time for you
Why should I imagine
That I'd be a find for you
Why should I imagine
That I'd have something to say
But that scar on your face
That beautiful face of yours
In your heart there's a trace
Of someone before
When your heart's in someone else's plans
Things you say and things you do
They don't understand
It's such a shame
Always ends the same
You can call it love but I don't think it's true
You should know by now
I'm not the boy for you
You're not to blame
Always ends the same
I know you think that you're safe
Sister
Harmless affection
That keeps things this way
It's the ones who persist for the sake of a kiss
Who will pay
Cowboys and angels
They all take a shine to you
Why should I imagine that I was designed for you
Why should I believe
That you would stay
But that scar on your face
That beautiful face of yours
Don't you think that I know
They've hurt you before
Take this man to your bed
Maybe his hands will help you forget
Please be stronger than your past
The future may still give you a chance.
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Change to the rules of engagement :(
Having re read the bit below I now smile to myself in a *You silly Moo* kinda way :P
Future rule being this!.. ALWAYS TRUST YOUR GUT REACTION!!!!.. rofl.
The guy turned out to be a d**h**d of a grade one magnitude :(
I find myself rapidly loosing the will to live when it comes to the male of the species :/.
Oh well I live to fight on another day.. A little more bruised in the ego department, but hey, its all a learning curve.
That brings me onto the subject of.. *can men and women really be friends, without sex rearing its ugly head?*
I know some people seem to manage it ok. And I have thought that at times myself. But when I dig a little deeper there is always an underlying sexual attraction fueling the friendship :/.. Almost like its better to have a small piece of a person than have nothing at all. Oh.. and the little glimmer of hope in the background that maybe one day you could be more than just good friends. I'm not sure what to make of it all myself :/
I have an Ex who I think the world of, even though we parted 11 years ago now, we are still close and keep in contact via phone e.mail etc. Mainly cos of the way we parted I think.
I always felt I was holding him back, stopping him doing what he wanted to , and the last thing I wanted was for him to come to me in future years and say "You're the reason I didn't make it!"... So I left. I'm sure he didn't understand at the time, though I did try and explain and have since also tried to explain my reasons.
And so the friendship remains. My husband put his foot down about 2 years ago and said I wasn't allowed to have anymore contact with him. He said it was obvious that there was still something between us. I did my best to convince him that there wasn't anything. We were just good friends and that was it! But deep inside I knew he was right.
So can men and women ever just be good friends? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm duno :/
Having re read the bit below I now smile to myself in a *You silly Moo* kinda way :P
Future rule being this!.. ALWAYS TRUST YOUR GUT REACTION!!!!.. rofl.
The guy turned out to be a d**h**d of a grade one magnitude :(
I find myself rapidly loosing the will to live when it comes to the male of the species :/.
Oh well I live to fight on another day.. A little more bruised in the ego department, but hey, its all a learning curve.
That brings me onto the subject of.. *can men and women really be friends, without sex rearing its ugly head?*
I know some people seem to manage it ok. And I have thought that at times myself. But when I dig a little deeper there is always an underlying sexual attraction fueling the friendship :/.. Almost like its better to have a small piece of a person than have nothing at all. Oh.. and the little glimmer of hope in the background that maybe one day you could be more than just good friends. I'm not sure what to make of it all myself :/
I have an Ex who I think the world of, even though we parted 11 years ago now, we are still close and keep in contact via phone e.mail etc. Mainly cos of the way we parted I think.
I always felt I was holding him back, stopping him doing what he wanted to , and the last thing I wanted was for him to come to me in future years and say "You're the reason I didn't make it!"... So I left. I'm sure he didn't understand at the time, though I did try and explain and have since also tried to explain my reasons.
And so the friendship remains. My husband put his foot down about 2 years ago and said I wasn't allowed to have anymore contact with him. He said it was obvious that there was still something between us. I did my best to convince him that there wasn't anything. We were just good friends and that was it! But deep inside I knew he was right.
So can men and women ever just be good friends? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm duno :/
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