tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39670082011-07-08T07:01:50.176+01:00Anxiety Blog, Living with an anxiety disorder. Ups downs and how I make the best of it all :)nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.comBlogger2311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-31428332482337209032010-06-10T23:43:00.006+01:002010-06-10T23:56:30.781+01:00

Ive found over the years that a busy mind is a healthy mind, well that goes for the body too as long as you know when enough is enough :) As well as Fish keeping gardening, photography I also make and sell Chess Sets and Chess Moulds.. Chess website E bid StoreI just thought Id share a few of my latest sets with my blog. favs at the moment have to be the Erotic Chess Sets that Ive made I get

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I cant believe its been almost 18 months since my last post here, I guess I do a lot of venting over on facebook. There has been alot of changes for me over these past 6 months, and as we all know change and anxiety dont make good bed fellows lol. Ive learnt so much over the past 18 months about my anxiety issues, silly really as I though I knew it all, how wrong I was on that score. I came

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The joy that is being gibbering again... NOT!! Im so glad that the mind forgets how bad it feels over time otherwise we would never get well. Living with a servere anxiety disorder can really get me down at times and the worst of it has been mainly due to fact that before this happened again I was so well, meaning I had that much further to fall :(. My brain was stuck in normal nothing gets to

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What is it about me saying I'm well, that means within weeks I'm going to be a gibbering wreck again..lolI think its called tempting fate :( Well I have to say the past three and a half years despite the odd blip have been really good. Ive had long periods with little or no symptoms and have been able to do stuff I haven't done for years. Its been great, so Its bloody hard to go back to feeling

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-73640486624875353652008-11-27T13:28:00.000Z2008-11-27T13:29:25.649Z

87As a 1930s wife, I amVery SuperiorTake the test!LOL my god I dont think so.. Thanks to Bacon & cheese for that one :P

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Ive been a member of Friends Reunited website for 5 years or so now and have caught up with the odd person. School for me as I have mentioned before was one huge stress, and other than the few goods friends I made, I didn't get anything out of it. With the exception of even lower self esteem and being so self conscious I only ever felt comfortable going out in the dark LOL. Its funny how you see

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-28742768261140562482008-11-01T18:08:00.002Z2008-11-01T18:29:45.043Z

My life has not been easy.. full of many highs and lows. Like most peoples I guess, but at times Ive been tested to my very phisical and mental limits. Just when I thought I couldnt get any lower, fate would hit me with a good kick in the ribs to keep me down a little longer. Though despite all this I'm still thankfull for every moment and have grown so much as a person because of it. I truly

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Well Ive just sat here and read back about 18 months of posts just to get a feel of the the kind of things I used to write about. Its amazing for me to look back and see where my head was at and what was happening in my life.To cut a long story short I'm still here...LOL well thats pretty obvious or I wouldnt be typing this :) Still ploding along in my own little world dealing with things as they

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1162684684373924292006-11-04T23:13:00.000Z2006-11-05T01:11:28.163Z

Ok.. I've been away for almost a year now..Its been one busy busy year :)I have to say one of the saddest days in a long time has to be the death of the great Steve Irwin. Its hard to find the words to describe what a loss to the planet his death will be. His enthusiasm and love of live will continue to be an inspiration to me and I'm in no doubt countless others on the planet.At times when my

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Looks like I'm not totally worthless afterall :) My blog is worth $564.54.How much is your blog worth?

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Well what can I say other than… Goodbye 2005.. was nice knowing ya…NOT!!!!Last year started with such promise, I was feeling better than I had done in years. Life was generally looking good all round and my only goal was to loose about 10lbs and stay sane.. ROFL Well that was wishful thinking on my part I can tell you :( Well to my credit I did loose the weight, but that was more due to anxiety

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1135372229037496282005-12-23T21:01:00.000Z2005-12-23T21:10:29.046Z

Merry Christmas and a happy new year!! What every girl needs these cold wintry days!! **DELUXE MUFF WARMER WITH A DIFFERENCE**

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Freudian Inventory Results Oral (53%) you appear to have a good balance of independence and interdependence knowing when to accept help and when to do things on your own. Anal (73%) you appear to be overly self controlled, organized, and possibly subservient to authority, this effectively narrows your exposure to a wider set of options and ideas lowering the odds that you will make the

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1132778495518664632005-11-23T20:36:00.000Z2005-11-23T20:43:38.866Z

You just have to see this Panda Cam Its Panda Cam at The San Diego Zoo... after watching mum play with her cub for about 5 mins I was hooked :P They also have Elephant/Ape etc.Other good Cams are Waterhole The waterhole at Kruger national Park .Or if its people watching your after.. then why not try Tower cam the Eiffel Tower cam.. :)

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1131755358088434632005-11-12T00:28:00.000Z2005-11-12T00:29:18.103Z

Well what can I say other than AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!To say its been a rough few months would be the understatement of the decade, hence the lack of posts ? You know how it is.. you think your on the floor and you can’t get any lower. then WHAM!! Fate comes and gives you a bloody good kicking in the ribs to make sure you’ll stay down a while. But.. as ever… you

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Your Birthdate: March 29You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.Your strength: Your vivid imaginationYour weakness: Fear of failureYour power

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1124301733794164392005-08-17T18:36:00.000+01:002005-08-17T19:02:13.816+01:00

I have been contacted by many organizations over the years of doing this blog. For some reason they think that I would be happy to endorse a product that I have never used... more fool them is what I say. As they find to their cost when they get the sharp end of my tongue..lol But I was contacted by an organization who where so confident in their product that they were happy to send me a copy FOC

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But do I care... no.. not a jot my friends!!.. cos at the ripe old age of 36 I finally have a diagnosis of my problem!!.. Hey Men to that!! So its official, I'm suffering from a condition called GAD General Anxiety Disorder. I can't tell you what huge relief it is to put a name to all my problems that have plagued me most of my life. So I'm not bonkers.. Its a recognized condition, that sadly

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1121382083330666442005-07-14T23:33:00.000+01:002005-07-15T00:01:23.336+01:00

Sorry not been around but life's been a bit up and down of late. And sadly that's not in a good sexy way either :P Kind of crazy really when I read back to the Christmas post and how well I was feeling :/ But I guess that's the joy of living life as a gibbering wreck. Up one day.. down the next. One of my major faults is I always want a reason to explain the way I'm feeling, and If I can't

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1118448269081822032005-06-11T01:01:00.000+01:002005-06-11T01:04:29.086+01:00

Just a quickie..till I get time to come back and do some updating, even time for a new Blogger header me thinks :).. What wonderful thing can I come up with to give you all nightmares..lolMy New project people Give it a peek and tell me what you think :)

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You have been involved in a shameful online RPG,and your soul will never be clean. You'vesoiled the memory of a dead author andneglected yourself and other human beings formonths at a time; there is no way to make upfor this. The Lord has turned His eyes from youforever!Keep back, you utter trash! Why Will You Go To Hell? brought to you by QuizillaMoi?...Littleme?.. well I guess I'm such a scary

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1117105627147091672005-05-26T12:02:00.000+01:002005-05-26T12:09:42.273+01:00

ROFL.. what did I tell you.. look in my shout box to the right..:/there's always one who just can't resist..lolWell I say this to you.. MAX .. The fact that you stayed long enough to get the impression that I'm scary speaks volumes :) Come on Max.. come and join the *SCARY/Mad Folk*.. you know you want to really!!.. no point hiding your light under a bushel any longer.. come out of the closet and

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I consider myself to be very blessed. :).. I have a loving family that are always there for me. Great friends, some that have been around from when I was a child. 2 Great kids that drive me bonkers and keep me on my toes. ;) And what can only be classed as an easy life by most peoples standards. But every so often in ones life you come across a person who *rocks your world*.. its the only way

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1115718989487790892005-05-10T10:54:00.000+01:002005-05-10T10:56:29.503+01:00

Ok were maybe a litte late but this just had me in stitches so I had to share it."Queen Camilla"Some great stuff on that site.. stop and giggle a while.. I know I did! :P

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1115592963974520212005-05-08T23:55:00.000+01:002005-05-08T23:56:03.986+01:00

A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter."What are you doing?" she asked."Hunting flies" he responded."Oh! Killing any?" she asked."Yep, 3 males and 2 females" he replied.Intrigued, she asked "How can you tell?""3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone" he responded

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1115566246711445472005-05-08T16:21:00.000+01:002005-05-08T16:44:10.313+01:00

Yes its that time again folks where I bore you with pictures of my tropical fish!! so here goesJack My dwarf Honey Gourami.. off the cute scale this guy :)My male lace gourami.. maybe I should name him..any ideas?One of my New Guinea Red Rainbows trying to swim fast enough so i cant take a pic...ggggggggrrrrBaby Bristle nose plec... Cute :)Big blue.. my male opaline gouramiYesssssssssssss I fell

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1115505995256861852005-05-07T23:05:00.000+01:002005-05-07T23:46:35.353+01:00

Ok so yes I've been AWOL again. No change there then....But it has been a funny few months. Husband took his 10 day holiday on a nice tropical island somewhere off Hawaii :( .Leaving me here to sob myself to sleep :/Well not quite, but I did ball my eyes out for the first few hours after he went. Then spent that evening/early morning having the usual panic attack and feeling like shit . :(

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1111103057604166972005-03-17T23:12:00.000Z2005-03-17T23:44:17.606Z

Ok folks I'm a lazy ass, and yes its been over a month since my last blog confession :( Been too busy with family turmoil a minor nervous breakdown etc.lolNo change there then I hear you cry.. and yes you would be right. My life is one long rollercaoster ride, lurching from one minor disaster to another, and doing my best to cling to my sanity in between the huge drops :PWhere to start really...

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You Are 16 Years Old16 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1107629809973066702005-02-05T18:20:00.000Z2005-02-05T18:56:49.973Z

Why is it..when your happily going along with your life.. feeling *yes I'm In control I am!* that the anxiety thing just jumps up and bites you on the arse :P Maybe it has something to do with the fact that my head was so far up the fore mentioned arse that I never saw it comming :) That will teach me folks!!.. never blog about feeling great again... cos its just like sitting by and waiting for a

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1106763312855221312005-01-26T18:11:00.000Z2005-01-26T18:15:12.856Z

There's a girl inside the woman Who's waiting to get free She's washed a million dishes She's always making tea They think she's just a mother With nothing left inside Who swapped her dreams for drudgery The day she was a bride But the dreams were not forgotten Just wrapped and packed away In the hope that she could take them out And dust them off one day...... There's a girl inside the woman And

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1106756289542567052005-01-26T15:57:00.000Z2005-01-26T16:18:09.543Z

What a strange thing it is :/.. I believe that everything happens for a reason .. even the bad stuff. If you can stay strong and keep it together long enough to get through a situation then finding a positive edge on the outcome is the next step. This allows you to improve as a person as you travel along that rollercoaster that is called life. Ok my life has never really been easy, and just when

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1105908134819590702005-01-16T20:39:00.000Z2005-01-16T20:42:14.820Z

I thought as it was a new year I would have a new look .:) Something to express my personality... Well that would be totally bonkers and lost the plot then I guess :/ Oh well It will have to do for now.

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New Year Well Its been eventful if nothing else. With the problems the world has suffered since Christmas it kind of left me speechless :/ so much death an destruction :( finding words that describe how you feel are really hard at such times as these, so I felt it best to say nothing. But what I will say is.. my heart goes out to all the people affected by this disaster. Even my own family know

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1103286621042692762004-12-17T13:25:00.000Z2004-12-17T12:30:21.043Z

Adults only please..............I'm afraid this next one is in bad taste ;)..but funny nether the less :)Its a download so I hope you're not on a 56k connection...lolhttp://www.rawjunk.com/?show_media=21

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1103069759647247112004-12-15T01:06:00.000Z2004-12-17T12:39:29.036Z

Sorry missed yesterday...so much to do, so little time..lolTodays offering of strangeness.. **Note...for some strange reason he has changed his site(painfreak below)... Typical :(** Some people really worry me..lol check this out... http://painlessfreak.blogspot.com/ What is the point as ask myself.. but it did make me laugh.. maybe I need more help than I first thought!! :/Well if your feeling

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nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1102804849051497582004-12-11T22:28:00.000Z2005-01-16T20:31:11.220Z

**Humbug**In my sad attempt to not be such a grouch this year I have decided to do a little advent calendar..lol I know its a bit late to start but better late than never :)On offering of net rubbish wil be served up here daily of whatever junk I can find out there.Today's offering... webcams :)http://www.webcamsearch.com/links/cgi-bin/frames.pl?id=12527Santa in his groto in lapland..or did I

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1102705988285707522004-12-10T18:52:00.000Z2005-01-23T17:21:16.300Z

"Crimbo" Well its that time of year again folks..Eat too much..spend too much..then spend next year trying to pay back for this year :/ Getting stuffed too much in more ways than one ;) The usual Pig arrived im my utility :( in bits mind you. .that does help. .and it was dead too, also a help when you're trying to cut it up and bag it :P So its been a mad chopping , packing and trying to rehome

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1100478302144267822004-11-15T01:03:00.000Z2005-01-16T20:35:54.006Z

***BLANK*** Sorry couldn't think of a title :) what's been going on bro?........ erm duno really too damn busy to draw breath I guess. What with B & Q proving to be a pain in the butt with my multi coloured bathroom. LOL oh yes finally got all the bits..takes of wrapping to fit them and they are different shades...ggggggggrrrrrr. I give in. So I know have a bath fitted (looks good)...we had to

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1096243050166698802004-09-27T01:29:00.000+01:002005-01-16T20:37:36.750Z

I just had to post this..ROFL.... Your Boobies' Names Are: Beavis and Butthead Get'>http://www.blogthings.com/boobiename.html">Get your own Boobie Names Well its been totally mad here..lots of builders butts... ginger electricians leaving my freezer turned off..grrrrrrrr... plumbers..gas fitters... need I go on. But yes folks we finally got it all sorted... Garage converted..daughter moved in

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1093039802662108892004-08-20T22:46:00.000+01:002004-08-20T23:10:02.663+01:00

Ok Bro...New Post On its way Busy busy busy..lol My latest fab people...Tropical fish :) What can I say..... Move over Stargate...new addiction comming through :) But this ones a bit more of a pinch on the old purse :/ Yes I bought a fab new aquarium... its 3 tanks joined together by 4 tubes... its way cool.. (pauses to smack self round head ..as I sound like my 11 year old son :/..) My fish

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Someone Pinch Me.. Another month just went by :( Gulp   God I love blogger.. I go away for a month and bugger me... lots more new fab features :) making the bloging thing easier to do... YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY to that folks ..lol god I'm loving this,  me thinks I need to get out more.. Well funny you should say that but.............   Been out lots!! yes lots!! Had a great weekend at my

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Its official, I'm Having A Mid Life Crisis :P Yes folks.. Sat her with a sore stomach :P.. Why may you ask?....... Well.......... In a sheer moment of madness I went and had my belly button pierced last week.. LMAO My daughter had wanted hers doing for ages... So I thought.. What the heck lets go for it. Well she went first... There idea not mine and almost passed out..lol I walked into the

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1086391342083958142004-06-05T00:17:00.000+01:002004-06-06T18:27:43.896+01:00

Me again :) Just wanted to put a link in to a new site for the Anxiety ridden amongst us. Panic Survivor This is a very slick site :) he gets 10/10 for both the look and content of the site. It has forums and lots of up to date interesting info for anyone suffering from any type of anxiety based disorder. and what's more they are all very supportive and friendly. Why not drop in and take a look

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1086389274094301912004-06-04T23:28:00.000+01:002004-06-04T23:47:54.093+01:00

Is It June Already?:( Forgive me father...... Its been almost 2 months since my last confession :(.......... What can I say....... Gulp :(... Time goes no where. Been so busy with the garden, the house, the animals, the kids , the odd nervous breakdown I just forgot to post. Well that's a bit of a lie.. Really I have turned into a secret e.bay whore with a serious shopping addiction :P.. Having

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nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-1081439098529096632004-04-08T16:32:00.000+01:002004-04-08T16:48:46.403+01:00

Middle Aged Spread :( The joys of getting older and reaching the ripe old age of 35 :P.. What can I say other than bits double in size, other bits loose the will to live and head south, suddenly there is more of me than there ever has been before :( IF YOUR OF A DELICATE DISPOSITION PLEASE STOP READING NOW!! Boobs......... What they all about... Most of my life I have been a 32B/C cup

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Disaster!!...The Dog Ate My Pigs :( Oh dear........ Sounds like a title from a really bad B Movie..:(.. But sadly its the truth!!.. I'm wearing black and all the curtains are closed :O.. The lovely Pippin decided to murder In cold blood 5 of my pigs :(. Bummer!!.. There I was minding my own business doing a bit in the garden.. Forget to check that the conservatory door was properly shut.... He

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I'm Back !!!! Honest!!! Meet the newest member of the family.. Pippin.. a refugee from the local dogs home, so he fits right in here ;). We had been looking for a while, but finding something of the right size an nature to take us lot on was a tough call :)... but we got there in the end!.. He's gorgeous...... house trained...... doesn't molt..... likes his walks.......Hates his baths :(......

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What The F**K!! Sorry for the lack of posts but been busy with my new project :).. As part of the setting up of this project I have been doing a lot of surfing on the e.bay site. Innocent enough you may think :P.. and yes it was mostly. I'm into dragons..and strange things like that, so was surfing through the wired section!!... OH MY GOD!!.... I honestly feel that the time spent on my new

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I'm in Love..What can I say :P..My new wallpaper :) But I used to be into this guy..lol.. I must be getting old :( I'm rapidly becoming a Stargate SG1 fan... and its on everday...lol...There's no hope :P

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Year End Ramble *late as ever*..LOL Where to start..........hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm ...well I started this blog a little over a year ago, and I found myself hoping that this year was going to be one of positive change. I'm not one for new years resolutions, I try not to set goals too large so that I don't end up feeling like a complete failure :(.. so its usually vague things like... get fitter...be

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Ok I Did It Yes folks I finally kicked out the old template for a nice new one :) And I love it. When I first started my blog it was with a fatkitty template.. So I thought I should stick with tradition and go with........... hhhhhhhhhmmmmmm... wwwwwelllllll.. *Scared out of its life* kitty..lol.. I'll admit to pinching graphic from another site..hehe but have edited it to fit in with the

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Hello Welcome to 2004 and may it be a good one for us all, well I can live in hope :) I've been busy over the past few days updating the site :P... After the odd slapped wrist from my friend Ali for being a naughty girl and giving away top secret password info.. *SORRY*.. I'm now almost sorted :).. He's kindly given me a little corner of his webspace to host my bits and bobs on, hence the

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ermmmmmm :( Too busy messing with the page.. and it late now :(.. so will post tomorrow :) Be Good :P

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HAPPY NEW YEAR Sorry about the background..lol will find a better one :P Main post tomorrow :)

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Ho Ho Ho..:P He...He... Well its that time folks.. Merry Christmas.. or Happy Holidays for the Americans reading this page. I wish you all a good One!!! I'm off to get it naked :P..The turkey that is :).. And give it a damn good stuffing.. The husband that is...lol After surviving the yearly trip to see my parents without loosing the will to live and wishing I hadn't''t suddenly been stuck

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Tis The Season too Be Jolly Well... Sat here bored out of my brains .. So thought best do some kind of an update :)..m so here goes:- We had the usual Christmas extravaganza in the town this year...lol... We had celebs from Coronation Street and Santa was pulled by Reindeer this year which was a site to behold and a first for me and the family. Yes we live in the countryside with lots of

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Just to show good will over the crimbo period I give you this :- Carpet golf :)

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Golf Joke :) One Saturday morning an avid golfer gets up early, dresses quietly,gets in his car to drive to the course. Coming out of his garage rain is pouring down; torrential downpour. There is snow mixed in with the rain,and the wind is blowing 50 mph. He returns to the garage. He comes back into the house and turns the TV to the weather channel. The forecast was bad for the whole day, so

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BACK :) Yup... and the front bit is here too :P.. What can I say... ermmmmmmmmmm.. Laziness.... ermmm...more laziness... and yes folks.. maybe a bit or mulling over things too :P... but I have been busy too. Its that time of year again.. Costume making for the school play :/.. and this year folks were going to be a grandfather clock!!!.. Yes you did hear that right... so you can guess the fun I

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Change to the rules of engagement :( Having re read the bit below I now smile to myself in a *You silly Moo* kinda way :P Future rule being this!.. ALWAYS TRUST YOUR GUT REACTION!!!!.. rofl. The guy turned out to be a d**h**d of a grade one magnitude :( I find myself rapidly loosing the will to live when it comes to the male of the species :/. Oh well I live to fight on another day.. A little

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Met My Match? Life is a funny thing.. There I was sat minding my own business.. Getting on with my life, as you do... Making judgments about people from short conversations :/... When infront of me appears a person... A person who makes me look up from my sad excuse for a life and take note..... A person who has, despite my first impression, made an impact on me in a short space of time.... A

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Brief Analysis Your first name of Nicola has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. You have a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and are at the most creative when inspired. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds quickly through your

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eeeerrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmm.... What can I say.. other than where has the time gone? I'm back on broadband again :).. got the network sorted for the other PCs :) so we can all use the internet now .. and what's best is I have complete control :P.. YAY One problem.. I seem to be having firewall issues. Despite me altering setting etc. I'm having problems seeing certain things. A lot of them on

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RIP Harry :( One of my fav pigs died the other day... aaaaaaaaaaaaawwwww.. Just buried him the garden this afternoon.. I must be careful .. Its starting to look like a graveyard and the neighbors will start to talk!... I'm down to just 10 now.. lol.. Yes I did say 10.. but when I was doing the rescue I had 38 in at one time :/.. that was hard work!!.. They are dying out slowly of old age now

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Design Flaw I sometimes think that the big man upstairs is having a damn good laugh as he looks down on us poor creatures. Lets face it.. when he was sat there, at his drawing board, he must have thought *I know... this will spice the whole thing up and make these pathetic little creatures worth watching*.. what did he do?.. he made the sexes so incompatible that we haven't a snowballs chance

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Your soul is worth £60897. For your peace of mind, 9% of people have a purer soul than you. To Find what your soul is worth try THIS My inner child is sixteen years old! Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but whileadults might just accept that, I knowsomething's gotta change. And it's gonnachange, just as soon as I become an adult andget some power of my own. How Old is Your Inner

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Updates :) YAY.. I log onto freeserve and I find they are now doing the package for free.. plus the first month free :).. There is a god after all.. so as soon as AOL get there Broadband off my line I'm in there quicker than a rat up a drainpipe. Not that I have ever seen a rat running up a drain pipe.. but I hear from reliable sources its pretty quick :) Other than that the PC seems to be

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Hello.. What a week :( Bloody Pcs... who would have em..:( For the people that did not know.. I got Broadband a couple of weeks ago.. well AOL Broadband..:( And yes the service is great.. Its very fast and makes the net experience much more enjoyable. But naughty me had let her anti virus subscription slide *Smack to one wrist* .. so I though.. quick upgrade it now I have broadband I'm a

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I give in Well I stopped trying to sort it.. so you'll have to make do with this till I get sorted. And I got broadband.. Plus the added bonus of ever virus/bug known to man :( but managed to avoid the blaster worm.lol Sadly I have just had to spend the best part of a day rebooting this bloody PC.. And I still got loads more to do :/ then I will get the site sorted.. Ali.. I will send you

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Aint Nature Grand :) I have put the pics as links rather than on the page.. Strange Grasshopper like insect :P Bee on Globe Thistle Bottoms up :O

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY To my daughter Kelly .. 16 today :P God I feel Old now!! :( This has to be one of my fav pics of her :).. Cute

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You are Love. You love life, you love all those around you andthe world that you live in. You are happiestwhen you are doing something for someone elseor for the common good of mankind. What Emotion Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Aaaaaaawww that's so like me ;P.. NOT!! Come Undone.. Duran Duran Can't ever keep from falling apart At the seams Can't I believe you're taking my heart to

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Flying High One of the good parts about being a parent is buying your kids things that you would of liked as a kid.. LMAO.. I know its sad but we all do it.... Examples being..Zoo Tycoon for PC.. LOL..... and when a little face opens it and says 'what's This Rubbish'.. The reply goes.. 'oh sorry I'm sure I heard you mention that you would like it'.. I add at this point these are on the spot

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Is it hot enough for ya? Yes is the answer.. always a good sign when you can fry eggs on the BBQ top without it being lit...LOL And its going to get even hotter :O.. I'm happy to report that after a bit of sunbathing I'm my usual dishwater beige colour :(.. Most people go brown.. or a strange orange..me.. Its hard to say really.. I just look like I need a good wash :(.. Oh well Well I have

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Right boys and girls.... I tried what you said.. but no joy.. It wouldn't allow it.. FTP. is the address of my blogger server and if you try and mess with it.. I get the white treatment.. lol.. So have hosted the background and the title on the yahoo server.. and if you still can't see it.. well I will move it back to my main server and will have to leave it at that.. Sorry :(

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SPOOKY All is quiet.. not a sound in the house :(.. They are all in bed asleep.. Even stranger.. the net is quiet.. not a person I know online :(.. Did someone take over the planet and not tell me?.. or is it the dreaded *THURSDAY NIGHT BLACK HOLE BLIP*... I am amazed.. this seems to happen regular on a Thursday... :(.. Is there a Hip Net party going on somewhere and you don't think I'm

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Sorry :( Please forgive me Ali ..:(.. I put you with the girls :(.. Yes you would probably be happy there ;).. but its not right! I have a friend called Ali.. A Girl.. LOL.. short for Alison and just jumped straight in :( If I had bothered to read right through your site.. *Go On Slap Me!!* .. what Can I say.. I see it I like it.. I use it.. I'm female..can't help it :)... Thankyou to

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A Change is as good as a rest! Can't quiet see it myself.. its bloody stressful.. waiting for your blog to appear, so you can see what damage you have done with your attempt to make it more hip. Well I have never been hip.. so why start now ;) I must say though it does look like I could happily advertise such things as *The Rabbit* and *The Butterfly* on it.. (For toughs of you who think I

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New Look :P New look to my page :).. and I feel its very me people. A big thanx goes to Ripsaw who gave me a hand on a few sticky bits.. Hugs Hun x x Also done a bit on my other site.. new photos etc.. but that's still on going now I have upgraded the site I have more room :) x

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MEN... :( My so called husband has just walked in at 11pm.. he left the house at 2pm this afternoon to play a round of golf..:(.. Is it me or do you also find this unreasonable.. I mean honestly.. well.. I'm so lost for words. what can you say.. I just can't believe it :(.. We had a big shouting session before he left and I told him I had had enough of it . And from now on am going on

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Been busy converting all my fav CDs to Mp3 so I can listen to them with my player when I'm out and about :).. One of my fav songs of all time has to be the one below.. Its a beautiful piece of music with even better lyrics.. :) Just thought I would bore the pants of ya and share it ;P Father figure George Michael That's all I wanted Something special, something sacred In your eyes For just one

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Icing On My Cake :P Its been a busy old week.. lots of fun things :) finally stopped gibbering long enough to take the kids for a day out to Flamingo Land.. I know its not a big thing.. but for someone like me its huge :).. Things were great 10 mins into the journey Hubby asks me how to get there :/.. Bloody men.. Honestly I organized everything else.. He's driving.. all he has to do is get us

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No More.. Not Again!! :( Sorry but its my blog and if you don't like it then tough! ;) Kind of getting back into this blogging thing :).. Maybe cos in my usual *Brain dead Housewife* way I managed to delete 50 of my fav Mp3s that had taken me probably days to download :( Don't you just love 56K dial Up.. Not! To cut a rather long story short its kind of put me off mp3ing for a while. I

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Don't Panic!!! I know its 2 posts in 2 days.. But what the hell :) Have just done my blog roll. I try to make sure I check in with people at least once a week, but I will admit with things been so busy lately I have let some sights slide. So in an effort to get a grip of my self (Hold That thought for a moment:P) I had a good read through. and I find quiet a few people have stopped bloging

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Lactating Barbie? What the fuck is wrong with you?Snap out of it and kill the kid while you stillcan! If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla Sorry for the above quiz.. but thought it was very apt with the content of my next moan :/ Teenagers...AAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH What can you say really .. other than anyone got a big gun so I can put myself

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Life Is What Happens when your Making Plans How the above little ditty is so true. Said by Mr lennon I do believe, Well that's what they said on Emmerdale tonite ;P..lol Before I ramble a few waves... A big snog goes to Mr P.. I will do mail over the next few days Hun :).. Hope you and the family are well. And A big Hi (Plus snog if he so wishes) to Harry we had a nice natter the other

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Its Raining :) And they have forecast more over the weekend.. maybe just the incentive I need to get my butt back on this page and do some of the stuff I have been saying I would. I must admit that I'm on top of things now so hope to have more time too :) I nearly fell of my chair the other day.. 'Broadband Reaches Sunny Pocklington'.. LMAO.. Yes people.. enough pig farmers got their acts

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WOW :P What can I say...:O.. I return to make a post and they have changed everything :( Couldn't remember my bloody password either as its been so long.. I just took a few guesses in the end and got there :).. and when I get in I find.. Nice new Blogger pro Screen :).. And it is much better laid out than the other.. Its fab :) Well folks to start with I will apologies for the lack of

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Two weeks and not a post.. :( Normal service will resume shortly... what ever normal is :P

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Just a Quickie Still alive :).. Daughter has Glandular Fever in the middle of her exams :( Son has Chronic hay fever..swollen eyes.. nose bleeds and is a grumpy as an old git! Husband back on the bloody golf course... without son as he decided he *Didn't want to play with the hard balls any more daddy!*... Lmao and me.... well not 2 bad just going with the flow and slowly loosing the will

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2003425142003-05-27T00:16:00.000+01:002003-05-27T00:16:24.783+01:00

Boobs Like Sam Fox :O Me sniggers in anticipation of the many hits I will get from the pervs using the search engines ;) But there is a point to the title honest :P... Not posted just to increase page hits... An explanation is in order... lol... Yes... I'll bloody get on with it!! One of the *Perks*... of being an anxious gibbering wreck is that your metabolism runs very high and you also

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2003242052003-05-21T22:38:00.000+01:002003-05-21T22:38:18.296+01:00

Simple....:(

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2003187622003-05-20T21:57:00.000+01:002003-05-20T21:59:59.000+01:00

Slug With A Hangover?? No people, I'm not talking about either myself or the nice little beer traps I have in my garden but BLOGGER :( .. Is it me.. or has blogger been running really slowly over the last few days. If Your lucky after 5 mins you get the background :( Not Good me thinks :(.. Not that I can moan, as their people still haven't taken any money out of my account for my Blog

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2002977112003-05-15T23:38:00.000+01:002003-05-15T23:40:32.000+01:00

Wisdom with age ? Carly Simon... Coming around again.. I know nothing stays the same But if your willing to play the game It will be coming around again So don't mind if I fall apart There's more room in a broken heart And I believe in love Well what else can I do? I'm so in love with you! Funny how some things just don't make sense.. but with the passage of time, heartache, Love, devastation

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2002924742003-05-15T00:18:00.000+01:002003-05-15T00:18:19.306+01:00

New title folks :).. well almost :)

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2002868512003-05-13T23:49:00.000+01:002003-05-13T23:49:50.793+01:00

Men are such devious creatures :/ Yes they are!!!.. The latest to the long running soap opera that is my fight with being a golf widow :( Well folks........ He has played his trump card so to speak :(.. My biggest grievance with his golf playing has been the lack of time it leaves to spend with his son. So yes... you guessed it.. Hes started talking William with him.. (Note to Mr P.. I don't

nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17738779310180551793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3967008.post-2002728652003-05-11T01:31:00.000+01:002003-05-11T01:31:45.086+01:00

You're one of those perverts. You know what I'mtalking about.Clean yourself up, andget outside more! Fucker. Why Will You Go To Hell? brought to you by Quizilla Me????????????? A Perv????????????? :(

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